If only I had answers

I would spatter them like rain ….

quench the “not knowing” drought,

relax in a silky puddle of bliss.

“Should I?” crouches dark-eyed

drags shadowed indecision

through my days.

If only I had answers

I would sing louder,

stop the worry,

start to live, be different …

happy maybe.

If only I had answers!